Fuck covid 19.
I don’t really know what to do. I’ve been getting drunk every night. I hate doing it alone though I wish I had someone. I feel like I’m losing it, I hate being sober more and more everyday.
I also have a stalker? I’m not really sure what to call it. He’s been harassing me for the past couple days. He’s found out where I live, he’s found out things about me I didn’t want him to know, he’s trying to get into contact with my ex to get my nudes. I don’t know what to do.
I feel so alone. I wish i had someone, I usually dont mind being alone or single. I guess I have a lot more time to think now. I want someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be alright even if it’s a lie.
Last night I cried to pitbull which was weird. Didn’t think I’d ever get to the point where I’m drunk alone in my room crying to pitbull.
I don’t really know what I’m writing right now. I guess it’s just things I don’t want to say to other people. No one really cares and this probably won’t even be read but that’s okay. I’m used to people not caring, I can just pretend people do.
I am so deeply and truly sorry
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I read it. I can’t do a darn thing to change any of this for anyone, but I read it. I understand the frustration of isolation and waiting…we’re all playing the virus’s game right now. There are moments when I wish it was 100% lethal…but that’s not a productive thought, now is it?
I don’t know what else to say. Another day in isolation, another day of nothing.
K am again drunk and have no idea what’s you’re saying but know that I love you and I am running out of alcohol <3
Oh, I live in a red state. I know not of this isolation of which you speak. Hate this virus, also, do I. And my cats. My squeaker is pacing the hallway singing the songs of his people in mourning for the lack of treats. He’s on treat probation for aggravated kitty assault.
I am not drunk, but I feel like I could be, had I only drank that beer slightly faster. Who’s pitbull? Is that a hamster?
your cats sound like good company, sadly I live alone with no pets. Pitbull is an American rapper also known as mr worldwide but I do wish he was a hamster
Omg I feel u
I’m getting drunk way too often too, it feels like it’s the only highlight of my day
Pls stay safe from the stalker
I also relate to crying to Pitbull lol except I cried with Calipso from Luis Fonsi which is like the happiest song ever sooo wtf Haha
last night was a mess, I cried to kesha and other amazing songs from the 2000s while doing those christmas bonbons alone. I also cut a dead centipede in half.
Awww </3
I'm sorry you're crying!
I've been down a lot too. You aren't alone.
It'd be nice to have some vodka/lolea. It honestly really does numb all of the pain and I don't blame you for trying to
I’m currently drinking vodka! Havr been for the past 4 nights come get drunk with me
How do you avoid the hangovers tho?
I drank whiskey last night and I woke up so freaking sick
RIP centipede lmao
I’m young, hangovers are never too bad. I just drink lots of water right before I sleep if I can and then sleep for hours. I feel a bit shit now but by the time I drink again I’ll be okay
I ate a bunch of mushroom and now I’m drinking a wonderful Kolsch lager. I would never dismember a centipede. It’d take too long to do it right.
I definitely didn’t do it right, I just chopped its head off with scissors and then cut it in half. It looked a bit strange on the inside. I kinda want to do it again