i think he’s gone.
it’s been over a week since i’ve heard from him. he’s opened my messages and viewed my posts. but no word.
i knew it was coming, i guess. but i didn’t want to believe it. he told me he wanted me to meet his family when this was all over. he checked in on my self-harm progress. he let me think he cared.
i truly believe silence, when paired with a consciousness as warped as my own, is the cruelest thing in existence. it’s heartless, and brutal, and inescapable, until it is broken.
but silence without consciousness? that is a beautiful thing. that is peace. and i crave it.
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I’m terribly sorry that that happened to you. I have some experience with being ghosted as well. I really don’t want to give you false hope, but maybe something has happened where he can’t respond at the moment. Just something to think about. I know it hurts, especially when we take the effort to reach out and have nothing come back. It hurts when you try your hardest in a situation you have no control over. I really hope you meet someone who truly cares about you and puts in the effort to make you feel cared about and safe. Please try and be strong.
I got ghosted last week same thing she seemed genuine then for no reason cut it all off, your not alone.
I crave it too..
Why i see so many post about being ghosted..
This corona sucks right 🙁