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So there’s this boy

by CARLOSPEJUAN

There’s a guy I met on Grindr I think he’s cute. He’s nice and he seems to be on my wavelength. But, at what point am I going to tell him about my schizophrenia? How will he react? Will he tell everyone he knows? Will he warn others? What will happen? What if it slips that I’m on disability due to that when I meet him for the first time? I feel so scared, so vulnerable, so unlovable. I wonder what will be of this.

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boxcar 4/20/2020 - 6:07 am

Wait a few months. He needs to meet your expectations

boxcar 4/20/2020 - 6:09 am

I’m not sure what to make of if it slips ~ maybe if you must explain, say it’s for something different
idk dont listen to me im not sure either

boxcar 4/20/2020 - 6:11 am

Lol “some guy”

Nobear 4/20/2020 - 11:45 am

Just give up love, it doesn’t matter how compatible you think you are you’ll just end up more lonely then before. Because people like us can’t fit it in to this world no matter how hard we try,

CARLOSPEJUAN 4/20/2020 - 11:25 pm

I feel this way too. I’m just so lonely I had to try

WitheringHope 4/20/2020 - 6:48 pm

Here’s the thing.. you aren’t schizo.. why? Because you just described every feeling everyone has when someone meets them.. what if he knows I’ve never been with a woman before? A man before? What if this person knows somehow knows im exploring?
What if they tell others. Wait what am I doing? Wait what are you doing? Who’s judging you? Probably no one.. what you need to do is ask someone what they think of your thoughts.. don’t like the response? Ask someone else.

CARLOSPEJUAN 4/20/2020 - 11:26 pm

You have a point. I guess schizophrenia is just a part of me not the whole

WitheringHope 4/21/2020 - 6:01 am

I was drunk lol.. I’m surprised it somewhat makes sense now that I’m reading it sober haha

CARLOSPEJUAN 4/21/2020 - 9:25 am

This made my day lol

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