is it just me or is the night worse? i start work at 2am. and i find between then and daylight i have nothing. no motivation. i cant move. i cant speak. but when daylight gets here its gets a little better. im still suicidal and what not but it becomes easier to push it aside, as long as something doesnt trigger me, which something typically does.
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Day 3. Good on you.
We humans do get something positive from sunlight.
We humans really aren’t made for night shift, though that’s when politics at work are usually at a minimum.
The world is trigger rich.
Even after years of therapy, I still think about suicide.