So I live in Canada, and we are all under this quarantine and my work is closed. Normally I have no issues staying home, infact I prefer it. But now I can’t go out and see people who make me happy. And my living situation with my parents is so horribly toxic I feel like i’m drowning. Everything I fucking do is wrong. I’m too old for this. I shouldn’t feel this way. I don’t deserve the bullshit I get but here we are. I haven’t been depressed in months. I worked so hard, so fucking hard not to be anymore and in 3 weeks of being stuck inside with these horrible fucking people, I’m back to square one. Sleeping all fucking day with no purpose to get up. Even that of course is a problem. I’m trying to fight it, trying not to be a sad *****. I get this virus is fucked but fuck. I wish I lived alone and wish I could run far away from this.
I pray anyone else with toxic family members or living situations are okay as well. It’s fucking hard. Hang in there.