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I’m a creep…..

by lonewolf23

I’m a weirdo.  Totally just quoting a song by Radiohead but that’s exactly how I feel when I just got rejected by my crush and I still live with my mom at 23 years of age. I’m a pathetic man. ????

I was so drunk recently that I actually reached out to an old bully. He was really cool but I wonder if he could sense how drunk I was. I’m about to go to jail for a DUI accident too. My life is a joke.

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no name 5/23/2020 - 5:19 am

You aren’t pathetic for living with your mom at 23. I know someone that still lives with his mom at 22. The only “pathetic” thing about it is the way society has to be judgemental about things. It’s best to not follow society anyway, I personally feel that anyone that does can’t be truly happy because they aren’t their true selves instead burying themselves deep within.

As far as reaching out to a bully, I personally can’t blame you for it. Even when I’m sober I have serious thoughts about getting ahold of someone that threatened to rape me 5 years ago.

_loser_ 5/23/2020 - 6:34 am

As for contacting abusers, my mom abused and neglected me my whole life and then abandoned me, and I now live in the same apartment complex as her.

As for living with family, which I really don’t have, in many countries it’s considered normal. “They” just want you to be a corporate wage slave and that’s why they discourage you from building yourself up with healthy relationships in a good environment with your own family.

thedevilisclose 5/24/2020 - 6:16 am

Is that all you’re good at? Being negative? Maybe you wouldn’t be a loser if you tried not being an ass for once.

mountaingoat 5/23/2020 - 8:18 pm

You don’t sound so strange to me, OP.

Maybe you’ve got an alcohol problem though. I don’t know. If you’re craving it all the time, then you do.

I had a terrible alcohol problem for over 10 years. I got over it permanently by using ibogaine that I bought online. It’s been almost 6 years now of completely struggle-free sobriety. Shit cured me.

As for living with your mom, society is so miserly and non-inclusive it’s inevitable that lots of people are not going to fit into it. It’s not your fault for being one of those people. Fucking thing is designed to exclude.

CARLOSPEJUAN 5/24/2020 - 2:19 am

how long are you going in for?

muspelhem 5/24/2020 - 6:19 pm

40 is in my sights, and I think I am slowly relearning that that whole status contest – although completely human, natural, evolutionarily sound – is, in my opinion at least, not a very useful lens through which to view the world.

Some people are “winners”. They have the fancy career, the flashy car, the beautiful partner, maybe the beautiful family. Others are “losers”. Maybe they are homeless, begging on the subway. And those two lives are very different, and I don’t want to make light of that. But they are both human, and they will both die in the end.

And what matters more than being a “winner” or a “loser” is how you treat others. Not that you have to be a paragon of virtue, but if you can just go through life as a relatively decent person who treats others okay, that is massive IMO.

mountaingoat 5/24/2020 - 10:54 pm

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