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Sweet like cinnamon?

by CARLOSPEJUAN

‘Cinnamon isn’t sweet. My thoughts they are filled with fear over this future. Sure I’m not depressed, but I am schizophrenic, jobless and stupid. ‘m afraid there isn’t a better future in hand. But, I want there to be. When did life become so complicated? When did the things we hate become that which we need in order to survive? When did Taxes, jobs, educations become life? What happened to games, and playing, and loving, and cheerfulness? What happened to our childhood? Why is this so hard? I mean now that I’m not depressed life hits me like a ton of briks. Can’t win for losing with this. It feels like there’s so much to this and I cant make ends meet. I don’t know what to do. I’ts like I’m constantly drowning and the little progress I make is when i slap the water. But that isn’t progress, I’m not getting safer with that, I’m not getting closer to shore or out of the water, I’m just trying not to sink. I wonder if anyone else feels this way. Maybe it’s just me.

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Virus.Found 5/19/2020 - 9:21 pm

I’ve been feeling this a lot for the past months. When we’re in a depressed state, we don’t necessarily expect anything good and are not surprised of bad things. But man, if you try to finally do as others please, it seems like everything is just hard asf.

But try imagining them in our state, they would probably not survive it, while we got the copings up and down through all of our lifes.

It’s weird, we don’t get a ‘life education’ really. It’s all just a packed up thing, that looks pretty but once childhood is over and you open that ribbon – what crap is in this box.??

Btw, I LOVE LANA DEL REY.!

CARLOSPEJUAN 5/20/2020 - 4:10 am

Yeah Lana del Rey is Awesome! And you do have a point. It’s hard to be depressed. Also screw being an adult

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