I think I’m getting better. My dissociation isnt what it typically is today. Did I finally wake up… Better? As much as I hate to I’m going to have to keep this to myself for a bit. I don’t want to get everyone’s hopes up. But if I’m right and this only keeps improving I think I can finally heal. Not completely but enough to make life worth while. I’ll tell them when I’m sure it’s not just a fluke.
It’s so nice to be able to touch and interact with things again.
I can feel things and hear things and see. I don’t want to go to sleep tonight. I’m scared it’ll go back to the way it was. I don’t want that. It was scary and lonely.
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What happened?
What are you referring to?
What prompted the improvement?
i just kinda woke up like that. however dissociation is a defense the brain uses when it cant handle reality so it probably has something to do with that.
That’s good news. Hope it sticks.