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Keeping improvements to myself

by Abandoned

I think I’m getting better. My dissociation isnt what it typically is today. Did I finally wake up… Better? As much as I hate to I’m going to have to keep this to myself for a bit. I don’t want to get everyone’s hopes up. But if I’m right and this only keeps improving I think I can finally heal. Not completely but enough to make life worth while. I’ll tell them when I’m sure it’s not just a fluke.

It’s so nice to be able to touch and interact with things again.

I can feel things and hear things and see. I don’t want to go to sleep tonight. I’m scared it’ll go back to the way it was. I don’t want that. It was scary and lonely.


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mountaingoat 6/8/2020 - 1:26 am

What happened?

no name 6/8/2020 - 1:43 am

What are you referring to?

mountaingoat 6/8/2020 - 9:24 am

What prompted the improvement?

no name 6/8/2020 - 1:56 pm

i just kinda woke up like that. however dissociation is a defense the brain uses when it cant handle reality so it probably has something to do with that.

Abnormal.Thoughts 6/8/2020 - 8:09 am

That’s good news. Hope it sticks.

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