im cancelling my appointment with my psychiatrist. i already stopped seeing my therapist (but that was her own doing for not getting ahold of me when this whole pandemic thing started and its not like i didnt try. i called several times.) my friend bugged me and bugged me for years saying he would feel better if i was getting help. well now i can either not tell him and the only way he would know is if i told him or tell him which i really dont want to do. im not even sure why im putting this up for suggestions i probably just wont tell him.