i use to trust him and before i would have told him….but not now. theres no one i can tell this too. i have to keep my dark side to myself. if people knew my thoughts at times….im sure they would see me in a different light, even though im not always that way. actually i rarely am and it only would effect those that hurt me. i have no quarrel with innocents.
even though it seems like a good idea if i could pull it off. then no one could steal my friend from me again. 🙁
i just want to trust you again. i want to go back to being able to pour my heart out and not worrying what youre going to think. but i just cant now….i tried to but i couldnt even start typing the words without everything hurting inside. why did you do this to me?
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because, we built our hearts solely in lone pain that shall be the aegeis*/shield away from anyone else than can make a couple suffer again these thoughts.
You treated him poorly when you dated; he forgave you, thought you were more than the way you hurt him.
Perhaps he’s just the type of person to believe in redemption for more than those he has feelings for. He sees this person making a good effort and let his opinion evolve.
It likely has nothing to do with you.
Yeah but a true friend doesn’t befriend those that leave you crying.