i use to trust him and before i would have told him….but not now. theres no one i can tell this too. i have to keep my dark side to myself. if people knew my thoughts at times….im sure they would see me in a different light, even though im not always that way. actually i rarely am and it only would effect those that hurt me. i have no quarrel with innocents.
even though it seems like a good idea if i could pull it off. then no one could steal my friend from me again. 🙁
i just want to trust you again. i want to go back to being able to pour my heart out and not worrying what youre going to think. but i just cant now….i tried to but i couldnt even start typing the words without everything hurting inside. why did you do this to me?