GeneralWhat do you want? by Abnormal.Thoughts 6/20/2020 written by Abnormal.Thoughts 6/20/2020I don’t know. Driving to a remote location by myself and just sitting there with only my own company and no one to worry about for a few hours sounds nice. Then just drift to sleep, alone and peaceful. 3 comments 0EmailRelated postsI’m scared 7/10/2020Feeling blue. 7/10/2020Coward 7/10/2020“Barbie face” 7/10/2020Thought Pool 7/10/2020Today 7/10/2020I apologize 7/9/2020Darkness is pinned in the brain 7/9/2020Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz… 7/9/2020Pre death euphoria 7/8/20203 comments cannolongertakeit 6/20/2020 - 9:37 pmI’ve fantasized about dying in a park like this, in my car, drifting off to sleep as I look at the trees and flowers. But I don’t have anything to reliably overdose on. It’s a fantasy. Log in to Reply no name 6/21/2020 - 3:31 amI want to be in a peaceful spot. Say a field with a peaceful lake. I want to spend a day or 2 there fishing and having a picnic, just enjoying my time with my loved ones. And at the end I want to lay down and look up at the night sky filled with stars, (ok this part kinda made me cry lol) I want my loved ones to hold me. Touch my hand or something so I know they are close by. And then I just want to smile knowing I’m finally at peace and close my eyes. Log in to Reply wasd 6/21/2020 - 4:55 ambeautiful Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.