I need a change. Something different. I’m working extra to take her and her mom to Hawaii. With this, I’m making great money, but emotionally I’m missing out on visiting people I care about. Her, too. I want her to make friends but she insists she isn’t interested. Lately her anxiety has built up. she would rather walk in extreme heat than take a taxi on the excuse that it’s a waste of money. Not buying it. Im not sure how to encourage her. She has borderline personality disorder and can’t bear just a weekend to herself with friends and family. I don’t get tired of her. I’m just concerned about her not having anyone to talk to for months except her mom. Maybe if I go with her and then she goes alone..? She’s so isolated. I don’t know what to think about it.
We’re hosting a 4th of july party tomorrow and that’s exciting. I appreciate her for working together on things so well. She’s a great person. Maybe these negative feelings will change tomorrow.