As short as life is, i’m sick of actual living. My forth coming. My shit family that i was born into, literally almost no help or friends. Just me and my suffering. Just me and misery. And health problems you do get in life, don’t get better. They gradually get worse and worse until your problems consume you. I wish i was much more careful and wary as a kid. But thats not how life works. Any given day, your life can change for the worse or better and what happens, can be for the rest of your life. You know people out in prison serving life. I’m serving life as a prisoner in my own body. The pain i feel everyday, just eats at me. Slowly consuming me, until the my body quits or i mentally quit. It already stole from me a normal functioning life. Some people out here are living hell everyday