I’m a transsexual woman. I transitioned late in my life. 9 years ago at 44 years of age. Transition cost me my career, every family connection to include my children and any hope for a normal life. I have been homeless 3 times since transition. I have been dismissed from crappy jobs just because I transitioned. Now, even though I am legally female, i am facing incarceration with men just because a judge wants to make a point.
I have had 5 serious attempts. Now faced with the reality that I will forever be alone as no person wants to create any kind of a life with me beyond the bedroom, I am ready to give it a try again
Nobody gets what being totally alone does to you. To not be supported by the medical community or by society. All I wanted was a chance. That chance will never be allowed in America, at least not in my lifetime. No reason to go on.
I will publish my note and wishes on my birthday next month