I’ve been dealt with a shitty life since I was born. I’ve been suffering enough. If there is a God, I just ask one thing. Please end my life already. I’ve already suffered enough. I at least deserve a painless and honorable death where it wouldn’t tarnish or embarrass my family and myself. Where are you God? Are you a sadist? Do you like seeing me tormented and suffering? Why am I suffering like this when I did nobody anything wrong? Here are my notes. At least I want everyone to understand why I want to die.
There’s really no light at the end of the tunnel is there?