General Is anyone even here? by Empty Husk 8/5/2020 written by Empty Husk 8/5/2020 What’s the point posting in this site when you’re just rambling and no one replies? I’ve definitely noticed a drop in the comments from the last time I was in here. That’s either a good thing or a bad thing. 14 comments 0 Email Related posts “Story of my Life” ? 9/27/2020 Fucked world. 9/26/2020 Angry is good. 9/26/2020 There Are No Good Choices 9/26/2020 9/26/2020 Any answers? 9/26/2020 discovered a new favorite by bob dylan. if... 9/26/2020 9/25/2020 Idk why alive 9/25/2020 9/25/2020 14 comments Once 8/5/2020 - 7:26 pm It’s covid and social distancing. Posts and comments have to self isolate for two weeks, and sometimes they just leave. Welcome back. Didn’t you go to a monastery? Log in to Reply Black Holez 8/5/2020 - 8:09 pm Yes, I did go to the monastery and it didn’t work out. Of course life just had to screw me all over once again. It’s as if some cosmic force/God/demon is playing a joke and just HAD to give me a glimmer of hope then later screw with me once again. There’s really no point continuing my life. There’s nothing left for me. My father is already old. I won’t be surprised if his days are numbered and then there’s my younger brother. If my father dies it’s only me and my brother left and he has a life of his own as well. I still have a job and my new circle but they also have lives of their own and money obviously won’t fix my issues, except buying that morphine (if it’s available) to give me that painless death I deserve. Log in to Reply GraveError 8/8/2020 - 4:03 am Sounds awfully lonely man. I agree in part with HDNQ. The way society is set up is for profit. Ending ‘it’ doesn’t exactly ensure you will continue to work and procreate, thus stopping the flow of cash in the long run. Sure, one individual may not matter to the whole machine, but if this becomes a trend/accepted amongst the order’ of society, it could obviously have uncounted-for effects. This = bad for society. Obvs. See, in my opinion, which isn’t worth much, as long as you’re minding your business, what right does the law have to interfere? This I think, is just another power trip by the ‘higher ups’, whatever you’d call them. Yes, it’s a viscous world at the bottom, indeed. At this point I’m venting because it’s frustrating to see it all play out, similar stories but all linked somehow, all determined to bleed, all screaming for a drip of relief. Where are we, and what did we do to put ourselves here? We want the truth, but what if it’s terrifying? Yes, we have every right to feel the way we do, call me a cop out, I don’t care. Log in to Reply Once 8/5/2020 - 7:31 pm Whoops. Just read your other post. What an unexpected journey you’ve been on. Sorry things got so crazy. Log in to Reply Black Holez 8/5/2020 - 8:12 pm It’s really pathetic isn’t it? I really just want to end myself but in the most painless way possible. At LEAST I deserve that. I wonder if morphine can be purchased commercially for public consumption. There’s no point in living. Life screwed me over and it won. There’s no point continuing. Log in to Reply TheChimeraMonster 8/5/2020 - 8:36 pm being a pessimist, i think of this as a bad sign. Log in to Reply Black Holez 8/5/2020 - 8:40 pm Yeah, either they left for good and escaped their depression or they ended their lives hence we don’t see them anymore. I hope it’s not the latter but if it gives them peace then by all means, they deserve the peace they crave for. Life is suffering for us who get the short end of the stick. Log in to Reply TheChimeraMonster 8/6/2020 - 8:31 am these days, who doesn’t get the short end of the stick? After all, I don’t think that violence and death come from nothing. I sincerely think of the ones who decide that ending life is better than making others suffer as huge heroes. Its easy to make others suffer, but not that easy to get the suffering into oneself and have courage to end their own life Log in to Reply HDNQ 8/6/2020 - 9:39 am What TheChimeraMonster said. I wish it could be broadcast on every street corner, but in this society the hint of acknowledgement that suicide might sometimes serve a logical purpose (to end one’s suffering while limiting the potential for suffering to and damage others) will get you locked up. How many mass shootings could have been avoided if the shooter had just shot himself first, or better yet, if society had made it clear “if you’re in so much pain that you can’t contain the violence, let us help you die peacefully and save us all” Log in to Reply a1957 8/6/2020 - 8:18 pm Second what TheChimeraMonster said. Even as a guy who myself was dead set on death, then found some grounds to live on, I still feel our very life should be treated as ours to live out or end without legal interference. Log in to Reply Yikrens 8/6/2020 - 1:35 pm Fashion? I can ramble my Comment, ment is Top post, I can help with self hate, but I disagree to offer something which is as a whole and does leave then? Log in to Reply br0kenb0nez 8/6/2020 - 9:45 pm well i just joined so i guess i’m here now Log in to Reply a1957 8/6/2020 - 10:48 pm Hey welcome. Don’t worry about your comment going into moderation. That seems to be a software thing that happens on the very first comment a person makes. Log in to Reply evianwatre 8/8/2020 - 5:00 am True, I don’t see the people I recognize anymore. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.