I have been severely depressed for three long decades and have never experienced any long-lasting periods of happiness. The best experiences that one can have in this hellish existence, such as falling in love and having sex, have always been off-limits to me. Now I cannot even experience simple pleasures such as travel, concerts, and sporting events because of COVID-19 shutting down everything. I am expected to just work, work, work like a slave without having anything to look forward to besides loneliness, rejection, pain, boredom, and work. I did not sign up for this.