You see, that’s the thing. You’ll always be there for your friends when they need you, but where are they when you need them? I mean, they might be there temporarily, but then one by one they disappear. Just one, by, one. I feel myself slipping again, like I always do in the fall. I have no motivation, I’m coping unhealthily and I just sort of feel numb. I want to feel something. I have a lot of love to give the world but no one to give it to. And that’s the thing.