You see, that’s the thing. You’ll always be there for your friends when they need you, but where are they when you need them? I mean, they might be there temporarily, but then one by one they disappear. Just one, by, one. I feel myself slipping again, like I always do in the fall. I have no motivation, I’m coping unhealthily and I just sort of feel numb. I want to feel something. I have a lot of love to give the world but no one to give it to. And that’s the thing.
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You’ll always be there for your friends, but when you need them, they’ll be investing energy into gaining the attention of that guy over there who isn’t handing it out like bottled water in a FEMA camp. Humans are annoying. I feel you on this one. I cannot stand the games, the subtext, the indirect communication… Can’t everyone just be blunt and to the point? If you don’t like me, damn well tell me so. Hit me with it like a frying pan so I can start barking up some other tree.