No matter how much I try to put myself out there, it seems people can sense you’re desperate for companionship and attention. I’ve tried calling acquaintances and whatever people I have left in my life and they really have no time for you anymore. Can’t say I blame them, they have lives and priorities of their own. Family comes first.
You also can’t make meaningful friendships past 30 now, can you? The people I know already have lives of their own and would put their families as their priority. They have no time for you, have to put in a schedule if they want to hang out with you and have no more time for small talks and chatter. Guess that comes with the age.
I really have no one to turn to. Why is it so hard to get out once you’re in this hole?