They don’t tell me things. But my dad got pneumonia and he’s in the hospital. Before he agreed to be brought to the hospital he looked like he’s dying and his symptoms are similar to symptoms of covid. The chances of him having it is high.
I’m surprised at me for not caring at all. He might die but he’s just like that random relative I see in birthday parties.
They don’t tell me. But if he really got covid the possibility of me getting it is also high since my mom and I took turns caring for him. I have untreated thyroid issues and it’s bad now because of my heartrate. I fucked up my sytem from all my previous suicide attempts. Paracetamol, ibrupofen, propranolol, coolant, sn. It’s not good to die from having covid but all I’m thinking is that. I could die.