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Nobody knows the shit I’ve done to myself nobody will see nobody will come nobody will know anything there’s something inside me pull me out of my skin I want to die I want to die I can’t hear anything I can’t remember anything I can’t I hate myself I hate myself I hate I hate I hate I hate I wanted to say something nobody cares nobody in the world will accept me I can’t go anywhere the world has abandoned me and I just have to make it on my own over and over again my head is fucked I’ve gone insane a long time ago end it for me end it for me I want to die I want to die I want to die I need to die I want to die I can’t I don’t deserve anything there’s nothing more of a.privilege to be normal there’s nothing more I want to be normal the luck the happiness what’s happiness I’m tired of faking it I’m tired of keeping everhjbg in my head I’m going crazy I’m going to die crying doesn’t release anything I need to strangle myself but the weather isn’t cold enough for me to wear high necks all the time I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die there’s nobody deserves nobody deserve their happiness why me god why I want to say help me but nobody can and I can’t save myself I can’t I can’t I can’t all I do is hide it in my head until I feel like this I want to die god god god god god I’m only so young why me how is it going to be like when I’m older help help but I don’t deserve help I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die the world is a blur but I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t don’t come don’t come I don’t want anyone to know but it hurts so much if does I can’t say anything I don’t want to see the doctor I don’t want to take medicine I don’t want to have the notmality I’ve faked all this time to be taken away Lock me up in a psychiatric hospital I cabt I can’t kill myself I don’t want them to cry I don’t want to be seen as the coward god I don’t deserve anything nobody deserves to be happy I hate it I hate how superior they are I hate how jealous I feel they’ll never know that I’m like this pray for me there’s something stuck in my throat my head is killing me I can’t I can’t does that make me less of a person if I don’t slit my wrist or attempt suicide for real I don’t want to ruin this I don’t want to do something wrong again why do they compare why do I compare my head is killing me god doesn’t exist nobody is coming and I’ll wake up in the morning not recognizing one word I’ve wrote until I break absolutely the fuck down like this again

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