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Give Me Time

by brodie3750

I don’t want to exist right now

 

i don’t want to lose connections I’ve made with people but fuck right now I just really do not want to exist.

There’s a good chance no one would reach out to me were I to not be present anyway. There’s doesn’t seem to be anyone who ever asks how I’m going or what I’m up to, even at my best of times.

I don’t really know why I care about anything but I do. Maybe that’s a good thing?
The fact that I am able to find things in life worth living for

Namely a newfound best friend

I love her so much, platonically.

 

point is, this friendship is worth being present for

 

I dunno I just

 

yeah

 

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Her0Reb313 9/20/2020 - 2:28 am

Sometimes there’s just a void you cannot fill. All things come and go good and bad, just remember that without the bad the good wouldn’t be worth sticking around for. I try and remind my self of this everyday but that sinking feeling creeps up and I also ask the question. Why?

Even though the people in your life feel distant, even though you feel distant, just know there are others like you out there.

Hold onto that goodness in your life but don’t ignore the bad because there are lessons there as well.

Best of luck to you! -Reb

OddOneOut 9/20/2020 - 5:40 am

It’s okay to have times of hardship and some kind of hollowness during life, very normal. But as there were times when you were happy, so will there be times when you are emotionless and indifferent to life around you. You’re simply going through phases, and it too can pass.
You’ll be alright mate. We’re here for you.

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