I don’t want to exist right now
i don’t want to lose connections I’ve made with people but fuck right now I just really do not want to exist.
There’s a good chance no one would reach out to me were I to not be present anyway. There’s doesn’t seem to be anyone who ever asks how I’m going or what I’m up to, even at my best of times.
I don’t really know why I care about anything but I do. Maybe that’s a good thing?
The fact that I am able to find things in life worth living for
Namely a newfound best friend
I love her so much, platonically.
point is, this friendship is worth being present for
I dunno I just