General She wants in by fadedobscurity2 9/7/2020 written by fadedobscurity2 9/7/2020 My wife wants in. She’s afraid all the time I’m going to kill myself. She’s right. I don’t know how to let her in. I’m a prisoner of myself. I want to be free. Let me out. 6 comments 0 Email Related posts 10/24/2020 It Was Nice 10/24/2020 Diagnosis 10/24/2020 Hello? 10/24/2020 would you hate me if…… 10/23/2020 10/23/2020 mirror I 10/23/2020 am i making sense right now 10/23/2020 My life isn’t so bad 10/23/2020 The last time I saw you 10/23/2020 6 comments a1957 9/7/2020 - 5:07 pm Your wife wants in. She wants to be in a much closer relationship with you? Sorry sometimes I don’t understand. Log in to Reply fadedobscurity2 9/7/2020 - 7:19 pm She told me that she’s worried all the time about me that I am going to kill myself. She does not know how to help me because I won’t “let her in”, meaning I won’t open up about how fucked up I am. Log in to Reply a1957 9/7/2020 - 7:32 pm My wife did the same thing. My guess is, if you did open up to her, she would soon find herself at a loss to render helpful guidance and observations, all the while caring very deeply about you. A short time after I failed to shuffle off this mortal coil, my wife got me to open up and was baffled by what she heard. She is intelligent and caring but not trained or experienced in mental health. After about four months of frustration in trying to “reason” with me she presented me with a short list of four therapists. One was a keeper. Log in to Reply fadedobscurity2 9/7/2020 - 7:44 pm I’m glad you found a good therapist. I want to let her in but I don’t know how. I have been a loner for several years, slowly withdrawing myself from family and friends. I’ve been going to a therapist for 3 years now. I recently changed to an actual psychiatrist..he’s changed my meds and stuff, so far it’s not helping anything. Log in to Reply postalservice 9/12/2020 - 5:26 am Try your best, it might feel less isolating for you. Log in to Reply postalservice 9/12/2020 - 5:27 am It’s a blessing to have someone that cares. I can see that you cherish it. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.