My cousin aka my rapist just got engaged. There are posts all over fb from him and my relatives. I texted him. I congratulated him on the first sentence. Then I told him I still remember everything. He said he was young and stupid. He’s regretting it and everyday he prays to God to forgive him and give the strength to apologize to me. How can I forgive him when he raped me so violently?
I begged and begged but he didn’t listen, he still raped me. I have DID and because of that I got three more alters. How can I just forgive him and forget everything when until now I still can’t be the same as I was before. When I still can’t sleep, when I even had to drop out all because there are boys in college and they might take advantage of me when I have an attack. This is bs. He’s an asshole for even asking me to give him another chance. He said not to close my doors on him. Asshole.