Anyone else ever just feel like going full send, write out a long and personal post having the intent to convey something thorough and deep, and then have it veer so completely far off from what you had originally intended that you just scrap it and say fuck it? And in the end it comes down to: Who would relate? Probably no one anyway.
I really wish I could express myself better. Anyone wanna talk?
That’s the second time I’ve asked that in a row. It’s a sign that I’m becoming more suicidal. But no one will notice anyway.
And even if you do respond, I won’t have much to say. I reject compassion, at some inner level, probably. These are dire straights we’re in.