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My time here is limited..

by Her0Reb313

I’ve already said this a couple posts ago but I don’t intend to be here for much longer.  (This forum, this website.)

There’s a few things I want people from this community to know.

Firstly, if ever you have messaged me.. I think there is an issue with this site because I’ve noticed i’ve had more than a few “messages” but I haven’t been able to check any of them.  (I’m sorry about that.  Truly!)

Secondly, I’m not here to “hate” on anyone.  I am only here to offer my thoughts, and unbiased opinion.  Sometimes I am more sensitive depending on the context of the post.  I’m an empath, so it’s in my nature to approach something soft, or hard depending on the vibe i’m getting from the poster.

There are a lot of genuine people here, and there are also very smart people who know how to twist and manipulate thoughts.  (Be careful who you talk to.)

I know there are some very damaged people here (We sense our own), and I hope nothing but the best for you.  Sometimes I feel like if we all went to a Suicide Project picnic there would be maybe 3 or 4 of us who are contributors and the rest just eat.  I hope someday everyone contributes so that we may all eat together.

I don’t care, I don’t care if someone hates me for saying it but I love all of my damaged people.. More than you know.

We need to stick together and not put each other down.

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Abnormal.Thoughts 10/15/2020 - 8:46 am

This picnic sounds interesting. Lol. I would likely just eat or find one other person to talk to.

Her0Reb313 10/17/2020 - 5:17 am

Nothing wrong with just eating. I used to be that person at funerals. I would sit, eat and not make a peep. And then one day as I aged I have become a regular paul bearer. I have hammered more nails in coffins than i’ve ever wanted to.

My initial thought was maybe i’d provide by flipping some burgers and steaks., then I kinda realized that the chef is like the loneliest guy because everyone else gets to eat right away and socialize (even if it’s brief as they’re eating). The chef misses out on the enjoyment of the meal unless it’s after everyone else.

I’d like to help provide but also get to know people in person. And the funny thing about that is i’m NOT a social person at all. I just feel like if people ever actually showed up to something like that it would be worth my time to talk to anyone who showed up. Why have an event or even show up if you don’t want to talk to someone at some point, right? lol I feel like anyone who shows up to anything relatively meaningful is looking for some sort of acknowledgment, even if it from themselves.

Well i’m glad you replied. I’ll take this as a passive YES to an imaginary RSVP, haha! just kidding

Abnormal.Thoughts 10/17/2020 - 9:30 am

I’ll be there 😉
If nothing else, even if you aren’t very social, it’s good to see other people be that way, and to be a part of something even if it’s not really in your comfort zone.
I sure as shot don’t show up to company functions for fun, I’m there because I want the higher ups to know it’s appreciated that they put in the effort to do something for their employees, similar situation with all parties for me.
I know there was so much more going through your mind when you wrote this, I just don’t know what else to say.

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