I’ve gotten to a point were My progress in life has reached its peak. I’m 25 years old. My education is much below average/mediocre and lost all Confidence to attempt learning anymore. Stuck making 18,000 a year at a job that I hoped would keep my away from noticing, who I am. Just reminds me I couldn’t live even paying for myself in a much below average class.
I’m bored.. lost at sea with no sail. Drifting in no direction. I’m a pushover and get taken advantage by good people.
I dont enjoy sleep like I use to.. because I know I’ll have a high chance of waking up. Continuing to breath this thin Air. Looking into the mirror to only see a stranger.
I’m going to go to the gun range sometime and get comfortable holding and shooting before I buy a hand gun. Then start a draft for my Suicide Note to my family.. soon.soon.soon