The one in which an entrance exam became a nightmare.

Hello, my name is Tandra and I am 19 years old. I am a law aspirant, well to be honest, I don’t know what I am anymore. I finished my schooling last year and appeared for an entrance exam called CLAT. It is an All India entrance exam and thousands of kids compete to get into an National Law University. The total seats for General category students is just 800, because most of the seats are reserved for SC, ST, OBC, etc categories. I got an ALL INDIA RANK of 2188, which is not bad at all considering the competition. But it is not enough to get an NLU, and I had a plan for it, there’s just 6 months left for next CLAT and I thought I could make it the next time. But things are never this easy for me, My father is the most toxic person I have in my life right now, it’s been weeks since he has started torturing me and demeaning me and making me feel like a failure and making me feel less of a human. And this has been the same for years, he even questions my character as a woman. And trust me, there’s no greater pain than getting disrespected like this by your own father. I guess the only thing I can do right now to make him happy, is to die.