Not suicide related
I’m full of hatred, inside. Of course, I just hide it.
Clearly my neighbours have decided to hate me for no reason. That’s probably why my neighbour hides in his car (these units aren’t very soundproof) and makes calls about… us (me and mum) to others??? Right???
My other neighbour occasionally throws stuff over our fence.
My other neighbour tends to play loud music at night and has loud gatherings.
One of the other neighbours was playing ball in a patch field of grass and said ball ended up our yard a few times.
Small towns, you know? Everyone can just talk crap about you and there’s not a thing you can do. Especially not me because I’m a fucking pathetic poor renter on welfare right now.
I plan to depart next year sometime!
Overall I’ve been satisfied with what I’ve been able to experience in my short life. Maybe I’ll depart in two years, lol. I’ll just have to figure out what to do with my mum (I’m her part time carer). What do I keep saying though? Dying isn’t easy or so many more of us would be dead!
Don’t like where the world is going either, so that’s another factor.