i cant take this anymore. i want this all to end. voices in my head get louder and louder. i don’t deserve to be here. i should just die. yeah, i think i’ll do that.
ive dealt with so much shit throughout my life. stuff like physical and mental abuse. people push me away. maybe it’s because i’m not good enough. i got raped when i was young and ever since it’s always felt like im just used for others benefits. it’s like people find enjoyment out of my suffering. i really feel pathetic and unneeded. i hate thinking. i hate being here. this fucking sucks
You’re right, you’ve been trough some stupid shit and it fuckin sucks. But I hope you will manage to find some hope and the help you need so you’ll get better and become a better man. Would anything other than death make you feel better?
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You deserve to be here. You shouldn’t just die. I don’t want you to die.
thank you for this i greatly appreciate it 🙁
What’s going on little souldja?
i feel so alone and i just feel so worthless and pathetic. i feel like i shouldn’t be here.
Why are feeling like this?
Why are you*
ive dealt with so much shit throughout my life. stuff like physical and mental abuse. people push me away. maybe it’s because i’m not good enough. i got raped when i was young and ever since it’s always felt like im just used for others benefits. it’s like people find enjoyment out of my suffering. i really feel pathetic and unneeded. i hate thinking. i hate being here. this fucking sucks
You’re right, you’ve been trough some stupid shit and it fuckin sucks. But I hope you will manage to find some hope and the help you need so you’ll get better and become a better man. Would anything other than death make you feel better?
at this point i’m not really sure to be honest. i greatly appreciate these words though. thank you so much. it means a lot.