Well I married a Bipolar many years ago. As you can imagine she has destroyed my will to live more than once. Years ago when she was on super manic and she looked like the daughter of the devil himself and I handed her a loaded and chambered gun. It was committing suicide. Unfortunately she handed the gun back and said she was going to destroy me far more painful and slowly than that. After about 20 years of cheating, breaking up and all the lies and deceit she divorced me and tried to get alimony because she thinks she deserved it. I didn’t beat her, cheat on her and end up in jail for threatening to kill her more than once. Nope she did those thing and so much more. She recently showed up and pretended she wanted to love me again. I tested her and found all she wanted was money and she ripped open my already broken heart for the 50th time. She killed my soul. I feel she has finally taken everything good inside me that was left and burned it up. I wish I could hate her but I can’t. She has tried to turn my children against me but they despise what she has done to me. I feel so broken that its a miracle I live another day in this hell. I think she finally managed to destroy me like she said she would many years ago. Oh how I wish I never quit drinking years ago.
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good story
Thanks, I really only shared the nice things about her. It can be so much darker. Maybe later.
My mother was kind of the same way. Probably not as bad as what you’re describing but she messed up my dad’s life pretty good.
Are you an angel who left a devil destroy you? You should have destroyed her life also and not let her do all this sh!t to you if you didn’t deserve it
Its just not in my personality to harm others no matter what they have done to me. I still love her and that alone really sucks but it is what it is. I suppose no one can destroy her life better than herself and believe me her life is a mess and she is dying of cirrhosis of the liver from Hep C.