So I have a friend whom I could talk to about all of this shit right? Thing is, I regret telling him because I keep thinking how he shouldn’t have to constantly worry about me (which he does) and honestly, who in the right mind would want to be friends with the depressed, self-harming, suicidal girl? I guess a person who really cares about me. Still, I don’t deserve him and I told him that but he proceeded to say, “you deserve every good thing you have, your absolutely fucking perfect to me.” and yet I still don’t believe that. I’m not sure how long I could keep this up.