One day, my mom got mad at me and said, “when you were born, I knew you were a mistake” and honestly, I don’t think she was wrong (although it still hurt when she said it to my face). What’s even the point of it all anymore, like what am I doing all of this for really…? I’ve actually tried with therapy for a whole maybe 5 months, and I’m still the same depressed person.
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wow that’s crazy, I’m sorry you had to hear that from your own mother. I wasn’t my mother’s favorite child so I can relate.
It can take longer then 5 months.
I’ve been working on it for about 4 years and I’m just starting to get somewhere
You’ve come to the point. It’s to evolve our consciousness so it may overcome all this neurosis. First you’ve got to get to know it well.