I love my mom so much and all, but sometimes, I really do question her choices and words. I remember on the 4th of July 2018, my sister and I were play fighting and there was a big foam cup of Fanta on her nightstand and then I accidentally hit it with my arm and it all got on the carpet and drapes. My mom was praying but after she finished, she yelled at me and said, “your good for nothing and a useless dumbass!” She gave me I think at least 3 bruises that day, and after she did, we were supposed to go to a place with some friends for fireworks and she acted like everything was fine (I still have the bruise scar). Every single one of her hurtful words and the times she hurt me haunt me still. Even thinking about it makes me cry.