I just want to die. I don’t know why I try so hard just to stay alive for yet another meaningless day. It’s so hard to act like I’m okay all the time when really, all I think about is how worthless I am. I just want to disappear, disappear as in so no one would remember I ever existed (that would be better for everyone in my life). My leg is shaking uncontrollably which means I’m very agitated, and I am in fact agitated about literally everything in my stupid life.