im unable to talk to anyone or care about anything.. im not even sad at this point it’s more so i feel at peace. and in this peace i want to die. i dont want to worry people because i know they care but i just dont want to live. i dont want to be. i keep saying things will change but who am i kidding? like for fucks sake who am i kidding? i literally feel a hole in my chest. and i dont think it’ll ever go away its been here since forever. i know i must die but its just too much work. at this point everyday i keep wasting hours laying in bed wishing to have never existed. i have a good life it shouldve been someone elses life. idk if its stupid to think that it probably is, but logically the only possible course of action would be to kill myself. im not necessarily old but im not young either and it just is the end of the line, running in circles would only hurt more so why. i cant even remember anything ever literally whats the point?
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I keep asking myself the same question. I have nothing missing in my life (besides a girlfriend). And if I was to get one, really do I want her to see (and experience) who I really am? No one deserves this. I do nothing productive for society or even myself. At the end, we all die, and we lose all (relationships, financial, material, etc). So what is the point? Anyway, if you wish to talk, you can reply to my comment. I will not provide a prep talk due to my reasoning and very negative views on life. But hey, might be good to talk to someone who understand a bit what you are going through. And no worries if you do not wish to communicate as well. I will not take it personally. No pressure.