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My dad doesn’t love me

by CARLOSPEJUAN

I came to visit. He left me at the airport. I had to get a hotel. He hasn’t done a thing with me since I got here. He goes out without me. Leaving me to rot alone in the house bored. I fester in my sadness and outright in my loneliness. I can’t believe it. You should have told me not to come if that’s how you felt. At least I could have saved my money and flown somewhere else. This may be the last time I come visit. I’m contemplating of suicide, not because of his obvious lack of affection but because he pointed out something important. I doubt any lab will let me work with them knowing I have schizophrenia. And I don’t feel like changing my life’s course. I’m so sad. I can’t believe he let me fly all this way to leave me in the house. At least my cousin is coming to visit. Maybe that’ll be fun.

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Once 1/30/2021 - 3:07 pm

Sorry man. This sucks for you, but if there’s a bright spot, it’s that you’re “seeing” the man behind the “dad” label. I don’t know your age, but this revelation will reconcile itself in your heart at some point, which unfortunately just means we tend to become our parents, and one day you will be able to more clearly see why your dad acts this way. I’m not trying to justify his behavior, he could at least make an effort to make you feel welcome, even if he’s faking it. It would make a difference to you.
I hope you can enjoy time with your cousin at least.

ITSOKTOCRY 1/30/2021 - 6:40 pm

I say if dad doesnt care you shoudnt either. easier said then done. But I think its the right thing to do based on the limited info. I wish my fking dad stopped “caring” about me. I know that has nothing to do with ur situation. I dont think they would prohibit you because of schizophrenia, I mean you dont have to tell em unless its a job where they need all your medical record I guess. And even then I think it could be possible somehow. I hole u will be OK. Sucks being born to a dick bro

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