I’m thinking of buying a gun and offing myself. I don’t feel sad or tired. I just think it’s better if that way. I don’t wanna keep trying. I’m just kinda done. I lived a good life. But I’m done. Can anyone else relate?
I feel like being schizophrenic and dumb are things I just didn’t sign up for. You feel me? I kinda want to off myself based on that alone. I also feel like I’m a burden to society at the moment. And I don’t think I’m down to partake in this life thing anymore.
I want to start posting on here certain visions and stories I hallucinated while having untreated schizophrenia but I’m scared done may be true, and there may be consequences if I share. Probably not, but then again I’m kinda crazy now a days and I was already stupid before that. I’m never gonna be a geneticist. Who an I kidding.