It’s time, really. I can’t keep going! I think gambling nearly all my money away was the last straw.
My mum gambled alot too…
Well I can’t go, I can’t leave my mum anyway. This world is only getting worse anyway.
I’m so miserable all the time. I wanted to go somewhere on Saturday which is around 1 hr 40 min away, not wanting to take the bus, I asked my neighbour if he could take me there. He charges more than the bus….
(Even though the bus goes the long way and only arrives at that area only twice each day on the weekends)…
I’m thinking of just getting the bus now. My neighbour probably just sees me as an easy way to make extra money. Probably thinks I’m desperate and pathetic. I dislike people so much. I want to be a shut in as long as I can get away with that, unfortunately I can’t do it as much as I’d like because I have to help my mum.
Side note: if I had my own car and my neighbour asked me to take them somewhere, I wouldn’t charge more than the bus……..
Maybe I’m just complaining for the 100000000th time.