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I went to the ward again. My mother was so sad. I feel like I’m at least fighting for my life and I’m seeking help before it gets bad. I think it’s awfully that I made her cry. But what was I supposed to do? I’ve been researching methods and thinking about suicide a lot. I knew it was time to go back. I don’t feel suicidal at the moment. I feel hopeful. I just want to succeed. That’s all I want. I wonder why God is so against that.


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Mf 2/24/2021 - 3:37 am

Kudos for looking for help, it’s good that you realized that you could use a hand. Only thing i could say (other than wishing you good luck) is that you shouldn’t be so hard with yourself regarding making your mom cry, i’m pretty certain she prefers that than crying because you’re gone.

fadedobscurity2 2/26/2021 - 9:27 pm

God isn’t against your success for one very simple yet profound reason. God doesn’t exist. Someone who doesn’t exist can’t be against your success or anything else.

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