General by blue_dude15 4/10/2021 written by blue_dude15 4/10/2021 I might end it soon. I’m not needed. I’m just a burden to the people around me. Its not worth it. Sometimes I feel like crying when I think about what my life could’ve been. Its not worth it. 6 comments 0 Email Related posts Goodbye. 5/6/2021 Life is but a walking shadow 5/6/2021 Worrying about stuff 5/6/2021 Just need a small bit of relief 5/6/2021 Do you feel better today? 5/6/2021 Don’t think I can die soon… 5/6/2021 Trust 5/5/2021 I think I have legit nothing to live... 5/5/2021 Out out brief candle 5/5/2021 Feeling so lonely I could die, 5/5/2021 6 comments Sbilko 4/10/2021 - 4:18 am I’m sorry for your pains. Please, do reconsider; a person can make a ton of difference in the world, if s/he is commited enough. You’re not a burden; it might sound funny, but people’s muscles are there to be exercised. Please know, that no matter what happened, life can and probably will get better. It’s just that when we’re humbled the most, we think otherwise. Just like someone in darkness, the light seems far away; yet when s/he walks enough, s/he may very well ask how is it that in the past things seemed so bleak, and be thankful things have improved. I send you lots of love and a gentle hug! ^^, Log in to Reply blue_dude15 4/10/2021 - 4:20 am thanks, i appreciate this Log in to Reply TheOpenRoad 4/10/2021 - 12:27 pm It would really shake me up if you disappeared from here blue dude. Log in to Reply blue_dude15 4/10/2021 - 11:26 pm i understand, I also get worried if people from here disappear. I was in a bad mindset yesturday, but I’m feeling a little better today. I’ll try to hang on Log in to Reply system 4/11/2021 - 12:00 am Remember, suicidal episodes are usually what the name entails: episodes. they will get milder, and they will not last forever. If it helps, remind yourself of how fleeting/inconsistent these kinds of emotions can be (there one day, gone the next, and back again for a week, etc.). Log in to Reply TheOpenRoad 4/11/2021 - 1:57 am Glad you’re feeling better. You’re not alone man. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.