I want to die and get out of this. I say I want this to just “stop”. But my issue with this is that when that happens I wont know it…..hopefully. I’m so tired of this everyday I cant stand it anymore. I’m just all out of sorts and in a a very lousy place. What a completely messed up life I have. I hate all of this. Don’t want to talk to anyone. Don’t want to be around anyone. I just wish there was truly an off switch for crap we call life. What a joke this is.