My friend announced that he’ll be moving away to another country in a year or two. My best friend. We’re so close, we’re practically siblings. I pretend to be happy for him, but really I just feel scared. He’s been there for me when things get tough, and now he’ll leave? What will I do? What the fuck will I do? I don’t know if I’ll be able to cope, my life will just feel so empty without him. I know we’ll still be able to communicate through technology and stuff, but its obviously not the same. What if he’ll find a friend over there to replace me, and he’ll slowly forget about me?
I know I should be happy for him, and I try to be, but deep down I’m terrified.