When I came back to this site a few months ago, I felt out of place. I felt like what I was feeling wasn’t as bad as the other people here. Today I’m in a much better place, thanks to various efforts. And I realize that the way I felt then was so very low, I have no idea why I’d ever categorize that as okay. But you know, back then, I had been depressed so many years I didn’t remember what it felt like to really be okay. I had nothing to compare it to. And perhaps the reason people call this place im in right now ‘normal’ is because they don’t have something as bad to compare it to. Because this isn’t normal this is extraordinarily good. So tried and tested, it’s true what they say, you can’t have light unless you’ve seen darkness. And vice versa.