As I sit here and stare into the open.
I wonder why my life is so broken.
No one to wish me well.
Just here suffering in my own Hell.
I know I am partially to blame.
My own actions has brought me shame.
I let those down who believed in me.
Became what I did not wanted to be.
An useless individual with no hope of saving.
Just living to satisfy ones needs and cravings.
Unable to get out of this pit.
Just here sobbing like a helpless kid.
Must i continue living my life this forever?
Won’t it ever change for the better?