I would definitely look into the future, because there’s a chance that it could either justify my paranoia, or It could very well mean that there is truly nothing left for me, and in fact, living beyond the age of 19 is actually meaningless.
I’ve spent most of my life with an eye towards the future, and usually I get about 75% correct, which is pretty good. I had to stop, let’s see, about two years ago. Live in the now, because the future I saw back then was the bleak and unpleasant world of today. History repeats and whatnot, and humans are shockingly ignorant of historic patterns.
So don’t tell me, if the trend holds tomorrow will be more pain today, and that increase will continue until someone gives a damn, which may be a long fucking time.
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I would definitely look into the future, because there’s a chance that it could either justify my paranoia, or It could very well mean that there is truly nothing left for me, and in fact, living beyond the age of 19 is actually meaningless.
I’ve spent most of my life with an eye towards the future, and usually I get about 75% correct, which is pretty good. I had to stop, let’s see, about two years ago. Live in the now, because the future I saw back then was the bleak and unpleasant world of today. History repeats and whatnot, and humans are shockingly ignorant of historic patterns.
So don’t tell me, if the trend holds tomorrow will be more pain today, and that increase will continue until someone gives a damn, which may be a long fucking time.