General I survived, but… by Plainwhite 9/19/2021 written by Plainwhite 9/19/2021 I survived my last attempt. However, im going to try again tonight. Wish me luck 4 comments 2 Email Related posts Numb to the Core 10/18/2021 Suicidal 10/18/2021 plaything 10/17/2021 When little to nothing brings you joy 10/16/2021 It hurts but I can’t cry for some... 10/16/2021 Protected: Ptsd 10/16/2021 ¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!.¡!¡!¡!¡!¡! 10/15/2021 I don’t understand myself either 10/15/2021 Don’t want to rot away in an elder... 10/15/2021 Sleeping pills 10/15/2021 4 comments heartlessviking 9/19/2021 - 7:11 pm I hope that if you go through it, that it works, because it not working hurts quite a bit. If you decide not to, I hope you don’t beat yourself up over the choice. Of course, these being hopes, they are vapid and useless. My advice is to look for the good drugs, the ones that people manage to destroy themselves on. Those are the largest cohort of successful suicides in the modern world, and all the people keep trying to solve it while missing the point. Log in to Reply thehusk 9/20/2021 - 4:24 am From what I remember of reading your past posts, it seemed like you were very up and down in your will to end things. I got the impression that you were building a decent life for yourself, trying to be a good person, while struggling to deal with emotional issues. This leads me to question the decision, when things seem so changeable. Perhaps there’s an alternative that you’re just not able to see right now. I would advise waiting, to see if the decision holds up to scrutiny. Give it 6 months, work through your other options, talk it through with someone trustworthy if you can. If over that short period it consistently seems like the only reasonable choice, then you can go confident that it’s what you really wanted. Log in to Reply jamk 9/20/2021 - 12:28 pm If you do survive, I encourage you to seek out plant or psychedelic medicine. Try everything you can before giving up. Your loved ones will thank you. Log in to Reply JackN182 9/21/2021 - 10:40 pm You survived the first time, that has to mean something. Like the universe had something in planned for you and this your second chance. Give it due time, wait a little longer. Give yourself time to think more upon your decision. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.