I overthink things horribly.
Take tomorrow, 9/11. I thought its going to be everywhere! Im better off avoiding social media tomorrow. Instant defense mode. well thats offensive!! im sure we can all hear someone saying, possibly you yourself is thinking that. But no, no its not. Let me explain. Those that forget the mistakes of the past are bound to repeat it. And i agree. But theres personal mistakes and then bigger mistakes like ww2, 9/11 (these are just examples ive heard in life. Seems more like a scare tactic in these cases to me) how can a person possibly remember all of that. But we cant forget either, the people that died should be remembered. The entire thing creates a conflict in my brain and its overwhelming so its just easier for me to avoid it. By calling that offensive youre saying that looking out for my mental health/sanity is offensive, ummm……no its not. Plus i specifically said “they should be remembered”. But because of my overthinking brain i automatically think of all the judgement ill get for everything i do, even when the judgement isnt even warranted. Probably because people are judgemental pricks.