I dont want this. YOU want this. NOT ME! This entire time ive had my feet dug in saying no no no no no. Good, now you have what you want. They know im suicidal and “want” to “help”. Now leave me alone because i dont want them. Ive done just fine without them until now. I dont want them, i dont want my meds and i dont want help.
At this point i just want relief so leave me alone