I’ve always had a self-image problem. Today my own boyfriend called me ugly and blamed it on being tired. i really feel like that was my last straw. I’m tired of living in my skin. in this body of fat and paleness. My hair is falling out because of my eating problem and I feel everything coming to an end. I used to get bullied for my weight and complimented when I lost it all when everyone openly knew I had an ED. I’m tired and I’ve faught long enough.